I decided today is THE day! After losing 140lbs over 2 years and gaining about 15 back in the last 6 months- I looked in the mirror this morning and did not like what I saw. My clothes are tight and that pesky double chin has been creeping back into my holiday pictures.
I am the ANTI satisfied when it comes to my weight. I don't even know what it would feel like to be satisfied with the number on the scale. I'm always happy to see it go down and I am proud of what I have accomplished in the past two years, but I am not "satisfied.".
So, like I said, today is the day that I have decided to get back on track with seeing my weight go down and my body shape up. The food (not eating so much crappy stuff) is the hardest part for me, I've got terrible cravings especially for sweets! But so far, so good and I decided to reward myself with 30 minutes on the elliptical too.
Now I feel that nice, warm core, muscular, empty feeling. THAT I am satisfied with. :-)